6th July

A date that will be etched on my mind forever.

I don’t even know where to begin.

– Blood. Lots of it in the early evening.
– Clots
– 999 call to the ambulance due to huge blood loss
– Rushed to Accident & Emergency around 2 am. Alone and scared.
– Blood pressure falling repeatedly-hooked up to IV
– admitted to ward at 5am
– bleeding for 16 hours with no sign of stopping
– scan at 9.50 am

We’ve lost both babies. Surgical procedure tomorrow.

My heart is so broken. This is the end of our journey…why did it have to end so cruelly?

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23 Responses to 6th July

  1. murgdan says:

    Oh I am so so sorry. 😦

  2. I’m crushed, lovey. And I’m just so, so sorry.

  3. I’m so very sorry.

  4. kimbosue says:

    Oh no! I am so very sorry.

  5. My Reality says:

    I am so, so sorry. Sending love to you from across the pond. xxxxx

  6. alison1l says:

    Oh sweetie. I am so sorry. Sending hugs.

  7. thalia says:

    Oh my sweet I am so sorry, how absolutely terrible. You poor thing.

  8. Emily says:

    Oh my God. Oh no. This is horrible, awful news. This is not what you needed to go through. I’m so very sorry. Please take care, hug loved ones, and just hang in there. I hope everyone is taking care of you. ***shedding tears for you***

  9. May says:

    I am so sorry. So so sorry. This is heartshattering, and so desperately sad. Thinking of you, hugs and tears.

  10. Silver says:

    No, no, no – not fair! I am terribly sorry. I wish this hadn’t happened to you. Sending hugs through the ether.

  11. Sarah says:

    Oh god. There are no words. None. Just tears and heartbreak for you my dear.

  12. Summer says:

    Oh no no no. I am so sorry.

  13. Oh sweet friend I am just heartbroken for you. I sit here reading this with tears in my eyes. Please know that I am sending you all the love that I can from across the oceans.

    My heart is broken for you.

    You are in my thoughts and prayers.

  14. kh99 says:

    I am so very sorry :-(. You all are in my thoughts. This is so tragic.

  15. farah says:

    Prayers, hugs, and love to you

  16. Photogrl says:

    I’m so sorry.

    Sending love, prayers, and ((HUGS))!

  17. Shannon says:

    Sweetheart, we are so sorry. Much love for you and your family.

  18. Andi says:

    Ooooo Bec… I am so very sorry. How devastating and scarey. Thinking of you.

    Love Andrea

  19. Amanda says:

    I am so sorry.

  20. Portia P says:

    Still thinking of you sweetheart. I hope the procedure wasn’t too horrendous – but I know as i type that it probably was. Hug your little boy loads – he’ll help you through this. xxxx

  21. andrea says:

    so so so sorry.

  22. I am so sad to hear this. Wishing you peace and serenity.

  23. JJ says:

    You havent left my mind, Sis. I am so sorry this happened–I am sending you love and light every day. xoxox

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